I find myself happier with my bad and fandom friends.
Okay. They don’t like me and talk to me anymore because I have fandom friends :) HAHAHAHA <3 K. Well, so called real friends are like that. Okaaayy :) You saw me like this even before it’s just that I found where I belong but I never forget what’s up with our bullshits that I thought will not end. But it did. And no one notice. Only to you guys… I let you saw me blushed when a real guy is around, saw me make my worst face, saw me at my best and at my worst. But now. hahahaha :D Shit. I just wanna forget about all of you but I can’t I wish I could do the same thing… the thing you forget about me and everything as easy as that.
LIFE. orz
Ugh. Di na pala ako naga-update dto :) Hahaha! Kasi may bago na akong blog. At di mo alam yun ^_^V Kasi secret blog ko yun :“> I just write what ever I want :) Hahaha! Post anything. May mga bagay bagay lang tlga na kahit mga kaibigan mo di ka maiintindihan :D <3
They don’t understand me.
Of all the man in the world. Why did i fell in love to a celebrity? Lol. I’m not the only one right? But it’s hard because i’m being judged. I just want him to know me in person. All of my plans in the future are for us. I want to stop these but i can’t. Help me! Is there anyone who hears me calling? My heart is totally in pain </3 it’s so painful whenever I think of the reality. That there are more prettier and skinnier fan girls and girls around him that he might like. Unlike me I’m not the ideal one and I’m far away from him, literally and figuratively. I know those truths but i kept on holding on because of my feelings. Why is life so cruel? Should I blame life or myself? I have mind but I don’t use it. </3 Should I keep holding on? yes I know this isn’t right anymore but what can I do? Everyone around me can’t understand me. Obsession sucks. I want to stop this but i can’t. i know I can but I don’t want to. Because no matter how painful it is every single day I’m loving this feeling.
Abusado na nga, mahal mo pa rin.
